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Lingering in Wait.

Slit the wrists.
Chase the pills
with alcohol.

Take the rope,
fashion the noose
around your neck,

try to enact…
face your epic fall.
Then follow this
self-loathing trail.

Bullet to the brain:

fail.

At least ultimately.
Lingering in wait.
Writhing.
Still nothing,
no release
arrives.

Finally,
disembodied eyes

fall upon the vacated container
and mourning unfolds:
through denial,
anger, bargaining,
depression
and acceptance…

Then: the cycle.
Go back, do it all
over again.

Never will they learn,
neither will you.
Habits will persist
as long as you exist,

so: let it burn,
dance naked save
for your mask
in the ashes:

all till
you learn to learn.

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